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Maybe after reading this title all has been said already. Indeed
for those that know the story or Faust, Dr. Faustus or Pan Twardowski the message
of the title is clear.
From all the personalities listed above Pan (Mr.) Twardowski is
the lesser known one, especially to those living outside of Poland
but I will remember him perhaps forever.
The Polish romantic writer Adam Mickiewicz wrote a poem
about this anti hero and when I was in school we received a home assignment to
study the poem until we could recite it from memory, Now that my children are
grown I can admit that I almost never did any home work Not only didn’t I do
homework but for years I didn’t even use notebooks to take notes during classes.
My teachers were quite upset with me, but they lacked any understanding of why
I was unable to write properly especially in the Polish language which is
extremely twisted. Well, we were living in the times when understanding of
dyslexia or dysgraphia was unknown. So… we receive an assignment to memorize the
Pan Twardowski poem. And it is quiet a long poem, the longest poem that I have ever
memorized! I got one of the best marks in my life for I recited it with ‘feeling”.
Once I decided to do something it would come quite easy for me. Otherwise my
records at school were more than awful.
Pan Twardowski was a legendary noble man who had a talent to
perform magic tricks and eventually sold his soul to Chort – Slavic kind of
devil. Pan Twardowski is the Polish version of the German Faust story written
by Goethe. In Goethe’s story, Faust sold his soul to Mephistopheles for fame and
money. Goethe also wrote at the time when romance was the most popular literature
genre in Europe . From what I remember from school and
from a theater performance that I saw over 25 years ago, the Faust story goes
something like this: His Faust wants to achieve happiness which he believes
will be attained when he gains the love of Gretchen and for this he was ready
to sell his soul. At the end of the story things get rather messy as he destroys
the tranquility of Gretchen’s family and only her true love and Christian forgiveness
were able to save the Faust’s soul from the torments of hell.
Thomas Mann, another famous German writer wrote a different
story based on the legend of Faust – the story of Dr. Faustus. I would say that
this story dressed in novel, carries a mark of post existential period of European
philosophy, when some of the ideas of Kant, Hegel, Schopenhauer and later
Huserl and Heidegger were popularized by the publication of the novels. Thomas Mann’s hero doesn’t aspire for magic
trickery or just romantic (somatic) love, he wants to understand the meaning of
life, and this is what he is ready to sell his soul for.
Depending on the winds blowing around the globe at different
times people crave different ideals and desire different earthly aspects of
life. Even Faustus if I remember correctly is involved with a woman, so in the
end it is always about fame, domination, money and sex.
If you read however all those narratives from the beginning,
we see in those stories personalities of almost crystal clear honesty and their
only desire is the good of humanity. Somewhere though, along the way, something
happened which turned these people to Chort, Mephistopheles, Devil or as we
would say in the Hebrew, Sitra Achra – the 'Other Side'.
In today’s days, what our body and corrupted minds desire,
is not that much different than what was desired in years before, it has just
different manifestations. Every time I see pictures of people standing in line
somewhere in Hollywood to get their
chance, their big break, it stuns me! People are ready to do anything,
including things that go beyond humiliation to join the monstrous mind
controlling machine north of LA. They desire to gain their moment of attention
like nothing else in their lives. And to a certain extent I don’t blame them;
they didn’t get any attention from their parents, because on average they don’t
have family. They don’t have a father and mother that can teach them proper
values…any values. The only thing they have is a huge TV with hundreds of channels
of s…ewage on them as Roger Waters use to sing in his famous song. And then
millions of zombies spend their lives watching these and other shows of
stupidity and shamelessness.
What boggles my mind is, how some of us who claim to be part
of the Torah world are falling into this honey trap that is filled with decay
and excrement? (I am not talking now about our holy people who deliberately as
an act of separation from this oilom hasheker – the world of falsehood, don’t
even have TV’s)
In our Jewish realm we also have a few stories (not novels
but historical events) which illustrate this path of self-destruction. In
Jewish stories however (Lehavdil), it is usually not limited to the selling of someone’s
soul to the other side for private gain, rather it is usually the story of the wholesale
selling of Jewish souls to the sitra achra, which usually follows the rejection
of the Only True Source.
While Shaul is an example of one such tragic individual who did not schlep neshamos after him, this can not be said about Yochanan Kohen Gadol or Menelaus who influenced an entire generation to leave the Torah and turn to the idolatrous Hellenistic life style – though not much religion was involved, this time the subject of worship was human body and human mind.
While Shaul is an example of one such tragic individual who did not schlep neshamos after him, this can not be said about Yochanan Kohen Gadol or Menelaus who influenced an entire generation to leave the Torah and turn to the idolatrous Hellenistic life style – though not much religion was involved, this time the subject of worship was human body and human mind.
We will never understand the story of Acher who according to
the Gemara was judged by Heaven in a special manner allowing him to enter gehinnom
for purification. The stories of Hanania, Shabsay Tzvi or other detractors of True Torah Judaism closer to our times are tragic and catastrophic. Tragic, not
only because of the personal calamity of these individuals, but also catastrophic
as thousands of other Yiden, lost their bond to the Eternal One because of
their unshakable trust in their false leaders.
I was watching the career of my namesake Matisyahu from the very
beginning. While I didn’t consider the first album of Matisyahu as something artistically
special (maybe, because I like my reggae performed by guys from Jamaica and not from Westchester !), according to Jewish music standards it
was still a great achievement and a step up in professionalism and artistic
performance. I was surprised though, of the rise
of Matasyahu’s star in the non Jewish music market but understood that it was
in a large part a result of him being something totally exotic to the music canals
and studios.
I always wondered how a bal teshuva like Matis could place
himself in an environment that is so viciously opposed to our values. I
couldn’t understand how someone who learned Torah for years is still lacking basic
knowledge of Tsniyus and Shmiras Aynayim!
Than Matisyahu left Chabad and I heard that he was scouting
around in Karlin Stolin. It happens to be that I have some contacts and venues
of inside information in this Chasidus and I knew that if he wouldn’t be
serious about his life as a Chasid they wouldn’t tolerate him no matter how
open minded they are. Was he perhaps looking for some depth which he didn't find in Chabad? Or was Karlin just a step to an even more exotic look and behavior?
I don’t know but it was also at this time that I saw some alarming interviews
with him which clearly showed his disillusionment not only with this or that
Chasidic group but with Torah and Yidishkeit in general.
We, gerim and baaley teshuva have a tendency to schlep our prior
experiences and impressions with us to Torah observing community. It can be ok as long as we
remember that we have come to learn from those who have had the Torah for
generations without interruption. We can share with them our enthusiasm and
some chidush from time to time but it is them, our leaders and frum Yiden in
general who serve us as guides to follow.
In interviews from a few years ago, Matisyahu didn’t seem to
understand this fundamental truth and expressed some strange thoughts which
were perhaps undetected by most, but for someone like me who knows the thought
process of people who join the Jewish world, it was clear that he is on a
dangerous path. In addition, the environment which he was surrounded himself with,
requires superhuman moral powers or even a miracle to keep him straight on the
path of Torah.
His last appearance in the movie ‘Possession’ proved to me that
he treated his Chasidic appearance instrumentally, using it for monetary gain
and nothing else. His participation in picturing the Chasidic word as a
caricatured reality of dark rooms filled up with Jews that were pushed up from
the street by some barkers is just horrible. Using Judaism or any aspect of it
for some foolish horror story (more foolish than even other Hollywood
products) is no less than treason and a rejection of what every honest Jew
treasures most. The pronunciation of Hashem’s holy Name for monetary gain leaves
no doubt who the guy with big yarmulke and long payos really is. He can’t fool
us, but he certainly fooled thousands if not millions of people. And by
presenting a distorted picture of the revelation of Torah, he created a tremendous
Chillul Hashem.
From the events which unfolded last year, we know that
Matisyahu might be a superstar but he’s definitely not superhuman. As great as
his accomplishments were in causing thousands of kids to seek a higher level of
life values and spirituality, even greater was his own destruction and failure
and the disappointment of all those young people who saw their hero, their
leader, rejecting and changing something which for years was a symbol of his
spirituality. I don’t buy his explanations that his external appearance doesn’t
matter and only what he is inside matters. If he looked as he did it was
probably important to him, wasn’t it? It was an external declaration of his convictions
and if he changed it, his convictions changed as well. Only stubborn fanatics
can follow every move of their leader with blind admiration like those who followed
Shabsai in his conversion to Islam or Jones in the Guyana
jungle.
While the damage which the fall of Matisyahu wrought, is not
of Shabsai Tzvi proportions the damage and indirect influence is still developing.
We are the last group in society at large who still appreciate
the word ‘sage’. This is so because we still have a few sages among us and we treasure
them and keep them in the highest esteem.
Today the sages in the secular world hiding out in
universities are not asked anymore about lessons of history, about our social
problems or future of this country and humanity. In the Hollywood
culture of today who are the leaders and “Sages” that are asked profound
questions? People with brains the size and pattern of a ping pong ball. The Bibers,
Rihanas and Lohans - the singers and performers! Who may have G-d given talent
to sing or perform but their talent is located in their throats and not in the
organ located above it! They can sing but shouldn't advise us about social or
political issues! They only know things that come from their kishkes! And all the
well dressed and smart appearing journalists asking them such questions are even
bigger idiots than those whom they ask. Idiots – are those that ask and idiots
are those who answer!
The old Jewish saying goes that – “As the goyim go, so go
the yiden.” We are witnessing already this poisonous wind blowing in our
streets. We see some performers who because of their popularity imagine that
they possess not only superior Chochma, and life experience but they even have
the humility which allows them to lead our young along the proper path. Meanwhile
they are selling their souls to Mephistopheles or Hormuz (In Talmud Ahura Mazda
represents evil) or whoever the name of the 'Other Side' is. They are only performers
and they should stay performers. Warm our hearts with song & dance, if you
learn enough and have some spiritual qualities you can even lead the minyan but
that’s it! Leave the leadership to leaders qualified to lead! If you think we
don’t have them in our generation than do nothing! Less you cause even greater harm
to your people.
Matys Weiser
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